I began preparing for retirement while still employed. Part of the plan for my sabbatical in 2003 was to consider what might be next in retirement years. I had hoped that this trip to India might bring some clarity and I was not disappointed. Since retiring in the fall of 2008, I have found much fulfillment, purpose and joy in working with the Dalit Freedom Network. Each trip back to India has been rewarding and challenging. Let me share with you what I wrote in my diary after returning from my first trip to India:
“1) Within the first hour of arrival at Delhi (as I experienced the sounds of horns, music, and rush of traffic; saw cows, pigs and elephants on the road on the taxi journey to our destination; only to end up at the police station to resolve overpriced taxi fares while reading warnings on the wall about police bribery), I knew I had to make the conscious choice to trust God for health and protection, to stop worrying and backseat driving, and to ‘go with the flow’.
2) My worldview was challenged. I discovered the need to look past the externals (the dust, polluted air, noise and apparent ‘anarchy’ in traffic; the ever-present cows and pigs on the road; litter; poverty; polio; beggars), and see and experience the generosity of the people, their work ethic, the bond of being one in the family of God, the joys of hearing and sharing personal life stories.
3) My personal comfort zone was challenged. I remember carrying orange peels in my pocket rather than litter the street when it is already covered with litter; vehicles with working horns but uncertain brakes racing down narrow roads head-on with last second swerves to miss each other by millimeters; riding motorcycles without helmets; eating foods at questionable road stands; fasting on 42-hour train rides rather than use the Indian-style toilets on rocking trains; being confronted by beggars with polio and poverty-stricken children begging for money and wondering how to respond.”
I had no idea that this trip would be so life-changing and would lead to further involvement with India in retirement years. I have now returned to India six times and each visit is stretching, rewarding and helps me refocus on what really matters. This includes working to promote human dignity and freedom from oppression for the Dalit by providing quality education and improved health to their children and communities.
India is the world’s largest democracy and urban India is booming and developing at an amazing rate. However, there is such contrast when one visits rural villages and towns that have remained largely unchanged. If you saw the movie, Slum Dog Millionaire, you might of caught a sense of the emotional roller coaster of seeing life as it is being lived out on the streets and in the villages, and the desires for hope, change and freedom in the oppressed ones, especially the children.